[The communicator clicks on and for a few moments the only sounds are the distant rumble of the engines, the faint splashing of the water against the hull and the breeze. Then Karis speaks up, but her voice has lost its usual gravelly undertones, its rasp. She sounds... human, actually.]
...you never think about the little stuff. Like the breeze on your face.
{She lets out a long sigh.]
Shit, I don't know why I'm even talking to you people.
[Click.]
...you never think about the little stuff. Like the breeze on your face.
{She lets out a long sigh.]
Shit, I don't know why I'm even talking to you people.
[Click.]
[Karis has gone exploring again, for lack of anything better to do. She's getting tired of simply boozing herself up everyday, believe it or not. She sulkily kicks her way through the field of flowers, making sure that she's leaving a nice trail of torn up plants and dirt. She comes to a quick stop with a start as she finds herself facing an open grave. There's also a headstone with her name on it. She stares for a moment and then rubs her chin with her bony fingers.
She looks left. She looks right. No one is around. Good. She peers into the grave and then slides herself in. Just to take a look. She settles back against one of the walls and draws her knees up against her chest as she stares up at the rectangle of light above her. It's not all that bad down here, actually. She pulls out her communicator and clicks it on.]
S'not that bad down here, really.
She looks left. She looks right. No one is around. Good. She peers into the grave and then slides herself in. Just to take a look. She settles back against one of the walls and draws her knees up against her chest as she stares up at the rectangle of light above her. It's not all that bad down here, actually. She pulls out her communicator and clicks it on.]
S'not that bad down here, really.
[Karis' voice sounds a bit slurred.]
The best way to forget the voices and shut them out is to pretend they don't exist. Build a nice little wall and then He can't get you. Then he can't drag you back. He can't make you think you want it again. You forget that He was ever there.
...until you meet Him again.
Guess this is like that. Sorta.
Drinking helps too.
The best way to forget the voices and shut them out is to pretend they don't exist. Build a nice little wall and then He can't get you. Then he can't drag you back. He can't make you think you want it again. You forget that He was ever there.
...until you meet Him again.
Guess this is like that. Sorta.
Drinking helps too.